September 30, 2019
Life is full of surprises. Sometimes, the words that have been burning inside me come out all wrong - and, once said, have a completely different impact than I intended or expected (Mom/the Randles). My inner thought process forgets about the big, sometimes very different world outside that of my own experience and is then completely caught off guard when things don't work out in the real world in the same way they work out inside my head.
I am starting this site because I feel like it is a beneficial thing to do. I don't know if this project will turn into a digital journal (think Vault-Tec logs), a site geared toward others, or perhaps just a mark left behind in the way a person writes their own name in wet concrete, hoping others will see it but knowing they can always come back themselves and look at this and say "I was there, I did this, I existed." Whoa, that was a little more on the nose than I expected.
|Cleaning house||The issues surrounding work/happiness/motivation have always been with me (from college and through every job). I spend a lot of energy avoiding things and self soothing.||The chirp of my watch saying it is 10pm.|
September 29, 2019
If you're seeing this, you're lost! But I'm happy to have you.
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